Bonnie Landau Weed
No creation is done on the human level alone. While egos may want to believe this, the act of creation is a marriage between three – human, soul and God. 

Dancing With the Light
by Bonnie Landau
The divine runs through you via your soul, and then out your fingertips, mind, voice, whatever. It runs through the human like a filter that does not know anything else. The filter colors the version of God that is delivered. That is why there are so many different creations, yet so many are the same. They come from the same base, but have different additives.

Go into yourself and think about the creative act. What do you feel on a cellular level when you are creating? Not much? Look again. What are you feeling on a cellular level when you are creating? What is your body doing? You say you feel numb, but in fact, you are alive. Your body is in synch with the creative energies of the universe. Think about what happens when everything is in balance. There are no ripples on the pond, the pond exists in peace and harmony.

Creation creates harmony. It creates a moment in space where all else is quiet, and you can simply be. But in your being you experience the greatest and grandest love and existence.

How do you feel when you are done creating? How does your body feel? Do you not feel rejuvenated like you have taken a nap and you are all energized again? Do you not feel as if you could run a marathon. Do you not feel as if you could go on creating again and again and again?

Do you crave to create when you are fatigued? Often so. This is because the act of creation gives your body a rest. A rest from the stress of life. From the ripples on the pond. The act of creation is an opportunity to be in a harmonious stasis. To simply be in that original place of beginning.

You “try “ to get into that creative place. It does not work that way. You must allow yourself to “be” in that creative place. It is an act of surrender, not forcing. It is an act of relaxation, letting go, not pulling in or making it happen. When you try, it eludes you. That is why you are struggling. Stop trying. Just let it come in. Open up, and let it come in.

Be in the creation vein. Be in the creative force. Be in the creative love that is your nourishment. The more you create, the healthier your soul and body will be. The more you heal the pains inside.
Bonnie Landau Weed
Reach inward to the place inside that you believe is there but have not felt so far. There is a place inside that is deeply connected with your source creator. This place has always been with you, pulsing, living, guiding you. But your mind has a way of shielding its sense - of hiding that you are a divine being. This is the human state of ignorance. It is like a hole of emptiness from which you seek yourself and find a way to climb above and see that there really is a beautiful world beyond the pit you believe yourself to be in.

The fact is, life is what it is, no matter what God does. Life is a state of being, and your connection to the divine does not change. Whether you commit acts of love, or acts of hate, your connection to the divine is always present.

There is a strong belief in the world that God only connects with those who are pure and good. The fact is, those who are in pain are the ones that are seeking the hardest, and the harder they try, the more elusive the connection seems to become. And this is why for them life feels like it is a pit of despair. A pit from which there is no escape. There does not seem to be a purpose in the round space with no square walls, like a never-ending box that is not comforting nor does it provide a path for purpose.

To those in a place of overwhelm, we say look into you. Connect with you. Connect with the inner being inside of you that is all wise. Do you doubt that it is there? Then we ask you to ponder your life.

Think of a time in your life when you felt you were in crisis. For Bonnie it was a time of great pain. When she was asked to perform another test in the hospital while her physical body was in overwhelming pain. She asked to be excused, but the doctors refused, and in a moment of great crisis she prayed most urgently. And it was the Archangel Raphael who showed up to help. He showed up in all his emerald green glory, and balmed her with his love, and suddenly she just was, and the pain went away.

So dear ones, think of a time in your life when you have been in crisis. What showed up to help you? Who showed up to help you? What shift in your mind occurred that changed the circumstances – seemingly. Note that the circumstances did not change. Bonnie was still having to go through the medical tests she wanted to avoid. Her body was still in the same physical state that was causing excruciating pain. Yet the presence of Archangel Raphael connected her on a very deep level. She KNEW that she was divine. She knew that she was with God. She knew that all of this was just a journey.

The pit of despair is a state of human mind. It is a state of being in the world that allows you to literally wallow in that hole in the ground. But wallowing is not for those who wish to move forward. Look UP. Look UP and see that there is an opportunity beyond that round space that has no end and no beginning. There is an option.

I hear the thoughts of those who say, “How do I get out though?” That is your choice. It takes one clever idea to move you in a different direction. And this is where you personal creativity comes in.

Using your intuitive sense, connect with your creative self. Ask it to come forward and guide you into the next step. Do not look beyond one step, just focus on the being in the moment, and moving just now. Once you have found that step, allow your creative energy to come forward and guide you in the next step.

It may surprise you what your creative self comes up with. You may find that instead of climbing out of that pit, you sit down and look at it some more. Or perhaps you find yourself asking others to work with you to dig tunnels between their pits and yours, creating a city of sharing so that together you can move through the pit of despair into the realm of infinite possibilities.

Know that you have the resources in yourself to move into or out of whatever you choose. Three is no question that you have the ability. Just remember a time of crisis when magic happened. Remember the moments when God revealed himself to you despite your subconscious blocks to stay in the human side of your thinking. Know that you are divine creator of your life. You have the ability to move in and out, at will. Believe in your ability, and you will find miracles happening.
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Bonnie Landau Weed
Creating without judgment is where you will find your creative genius. No matter the realm.

Creating in a realm of judgment makes it a task, not a meditation. When we judge our work it is not about the process, but the outcome. It causes us to joust and move and alter, rather than going with the flow. Much like life, creativity does not always turn out as we expect it to, but down the line we may see the lesson or lessons that are the real result.

For example, if you are a therapist and you say something that triggers your patient, you intuitively felt it was the right thing to say. But as the patient leaves the office crying, you feel guilt, or judgment, because they have left "worse" off than when they came in. Yet the next week the patient returns and tells you that your words opened a whole of understanding that they didn’t’ realize was there. By bringing through the floodgate of tears, that one peak into their broken pain brought forward an opportunity to heal something that had hence forth ignored. So following your creative intuition, and bringing forward words that felt appropriate, really were the action that created the best result. But as you went through the process, you felt it was wrong.

Do not judge yourself as you move through your process. If you are painting, and a glob of paint ends up on your canvas, go with it. Accept that mark as an opportunity to change direction, to move into another realm, and to gain a new perspective. Always remember that everything is exactly as it is meant to be.

You dear one are always living in the future or the past. Come into the present with us. Enjoy the moments. You do this sometimes with your children, and your heart relaxes and opens to the love they have to offer. Allowing yourself the moment gives the freedom for energies to move in and through. Living in another time space blocks energies, and the moment cannot be and flow when it is blocked by that which has passed or that which has not happened.

When creating, it is particularly important to not dwell on things outside of the moment. Thoughts of other times, places, opportunities or even different outcomes than the direction you are moving can all deter the creative connection. Being in the moment, grounding your body, and sitting in love bring forward the greatest and strongest connection to the universal creator, and through this type of connection, information and ideas and creative urges will flow with great earnest. You will rarely have the time to bring forward all that flows through, so do not fear that the information is finite.
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Bonnie Landau Weed
My heart tells me to soar with the winds.
Capture the light of the gods and bring it to the people.
Dance around the world and share the spirit that is within all that exists.
Spread the word that we are one and the same.

“You and I come from the same creator.
You may have forgotten, but I am here to remind you.”
My heart tells me to take a magnificent journey,
Into the depth of the soul that is all about me.

And into the heart of humanity,
Where the connection of all souls is eternally bound.
We are all one, all the same, all together.
“I am not different from you, I just see the path in a different way.”

My heart tells me to do whatever it takes.
Let no obstacle seem a burden.
Let no bend in the river seem a misdirection.
Reach as far as I can go, and the gods will meet me.

Do what seems mundane, and glory will be showered upon me.
Manifest reality, and the unreal will become real.

BLL 06/11/07
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